To the world you might be one person

darcy979 @ 2005-11-17T08:01:00

2005-11-17T13:03:12Z

What up snow?

4.5 miles later...

2005-02-02T20:20:05Z

Running is the only thing that takes my mind off of life lately. My runner's high right now feels amazing.

darcy979 @ 2004-12-14T14:57:00

2004-12-14T20:00:13Z

Busted.

darcy979 @ 2004-12-10T16:19:00

2004-12-10T21:23:35Z

Your Boobies' Names Are: Tweedledum and Tweedledee

Get your own Boobie Names

darcy979 @ 2004-11-11T13:09:00

2004-11-11T18:15:54Z

I'm completely disgusted....and I hurt.

darcy979 @ 2004-10-19T20:42:00

2004-10-20T00:44:52Z

Who knew that the process of getting rid of a horrible roommate would be such an emotionally draining experience. Honestly, it makes me just want to curl up in my bed at home. Yay for a single the rest of the semester!

P.S. Psychotic 30 year olds should not live in dorm rooms. The end.

darcy979 @ 2004-08-26T23:40:00

2004-08-27T03:42:40Z

tonight was a good night. for the most part, things are going better than I expected them too.

darcy979 @ 2004-07-29T20:50:00

2004-07-30T00:51:59Z

I'm leaving for vacation in Cape May tomorrow. I'll be gone until August 8th, but I'll have my cell phone with me just in case. See you all soon!

darcy979 @ 2004-05-04T15:21:00

2004-05-04T19:28:22Z

Post a memory of me as a comment in this entry. It can be anything you want. Then, of course, post this to your journal and see what people remember of you.

stolen from Susy...

2004-04-07T05:08:48Z

1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says:
Embarrassed - not afraid - (the Complete Works of Emily Dickinson)

2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?:
Jergens ultra healing moisturizer

3: What is the last thing you watched on TV?:
One Tree Hill

4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is:
12:50

5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?:
12:52

6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?:
the music I'm listening to (Dave Matthews)

7: When did you last step outside? what were you doing?:
Walking back from Kyle's

8 is missing :(

9: What are you wearing?:
black Old Navy yoga pants, a white running top, and a black and white track jacket

10: Did you dream last night?:
If I did, I don't remember.

11: When did you last laugh?:
When I was over at Kyle's and he was doing impressions of his roommate

12: What is on the walls of the room you are in?:
3 posters: DMB, a beach one, and one that says "what is life" at the top with a bunch of quotes, a bulletin board of all my friends' senior pictures, a collage my sister made when she was here of Johnny Depp pictures, and a bunch of other little collages of my favorite pictures that I made.

13: Seen anything weird lately?
Jeremy Loncao and Ben Goldenberg losing at beer pong

14: What do you think of this quiz?:
I thought it was a survey?

15: What is the last film you saw?:
it was either Animal House or South Park

16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?:
Pay for college and all my car insurance so I wouldn't have to worry about it

17: Tell me something about you that I don't know:
I have such a craving for a caramel frap from Starbucks...believe it or not, there's no Starbucks in Fredonia.

18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?:
Make Bush realize what a dick he really is...I agree with Sus

19: Do you like to dance?:
Hell yes, especially in the car

20: George Bush.
World's biggest idiot...I'd love to watch Susy "kick him in the junk"

21: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?:
I think Natalie...or Jillian

21: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?:
James

22: Would you ever consider living abroad:
Depends on the country

23: Will you pass on this survey?:
Mhmm.

This made me laugh...

2004-04-04T20:32:56Z

Written by my World Poetry class the other day...

"We're going on a cruise in the summer
On which we'll drink lots of booze in the summer

Not seeing the day before noon,
We always like to snooze in the summer

Crowd cheering and lights flashing,
We always hope not to lose in the summer

One piece or two piece
We always hate to choose in the summer

When the bars close at two,
We all sing the blues in the summer

Having no time during the semester
We in world poetry will call in the muse in the summer."

Aaahhh, summer...can't wait!

darcy979 @ 2004-02-11T19:58:00

2004-02-12T01:04:07Z

Sometimes I think I'd be so much happier if I didn't care so much about everything.

college

2004-01-30T21:25:54Z

I love my girls. Last night was out of control....haha, who am I kidding? I was out of control. It meant so much that Bre, Nicole and Heather were here and stayed with me until I fell asleep last night. You girls are absolutely the best. College would just not be the same without you.

P.S. I love Rachel too!

I wish I could be with you so the ache inside would finally go away....

darcy979 @ 2004-01-27T00:00:00

2004-01-27T05:02:07Z

Dom and Jess - 2 years!!!

darcy979 @ 2004-01-18T22:33:00

2004-01-19T03:43:08Z

Now that I'm pretty much the only one left in Rochester, I feel really lonely. Especially now without Domenic. I had such an amazing time with him this past month. Things were a little rough between us because we were apart from each other for so long, but everything is absolutely perfect now. You'd think that after two years of saying goodbye, it'd be easier. It's not. I think I cried more this time than I ever have before. I couldn't even go with him to the airport because I was such a mess. It's so hard spending my last few nights at home watching movies by myself after so many of being in his arms. I won't see him again until at least May....that is unless I can find some way down to Virginia for Spring Break. Thanks for so many amazing memories, Baby, I'd be so lost without you.

back to Fredonia on Wednesday, can't wait!

darcy979 @ 2004-01-03T01:14:00

2004-01-03T06:14:36Z

1. What did you do in 2003 that you'd never done before?
smoked pot

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I don't think I made any last year, and I didn't this year because I always break them anyway.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
My neighbor Michelle

4. Did anyone close to you die?
not this year, no

5. What countries did you visit?
Besides the U.S. and Canada? none, I'm boring

6. What would you like to have in 2004 that you lacked in 2003?
More time

7. What date from 2003 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
Hmm, there's January 27th - my one year with Domenic, June 24th - graduation...there's probably at least a couple more, but I can't think of them right this second.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Graduating high school and surviving my first semester at college
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9. What was your biggest failure?
I can think of one, but not that I'd share here.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
a lot of colds and stuff, but nothing more severe than that I don't think

11. What was the best thing you bought?
A pair of lounge pants from Old Navy...I practically live in pajamas

12. Where did most of your money go?
car insurance

13. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Going to college

14. What song will always remind you of 2003?
Hands Down, the Scientist, umm...

15. Compared to this time last year, are you:
happier or sadder? I'd like to say happier, but I think it's about the same
Older or wiser? wiser
Richer or poorer? richer

16. What do you wish you'd done more of?
spend more time with just my mom and my sister

17. What do you wish you'd done less of?
wasting time

18. How did you spend Christmas?
the family came over for brunch and presents, then I spent the rest of the day watching movies with my family and Dom

19. Did you fall in love in 2003?
I already was in love, and if it's possible, I think I'm even more so now

20. What was your favorite TV program?
SURVIVOR (yeah 'Cole!)

21. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
I could probably name a few people from high school, but I try not to hate anyone

22. What was the best book you read?
the 5th Harry Potter book or Dracula

23. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Starting Line

24. What did you want and get?
to make the best friends a person could hope for at college

25. What did you want and not get?
to have more time with people I care about

26. What was your favorite film of this year?
I think I might have to go with Finding Nemo...I don't even remember all the movies I saw

27. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
18, I didn't really do anything special - school, track, dinner and cake with the fam

28. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Learning sooner that the only person I really ever have to worry about pleasing is myself.

29. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2003?
definitely lazy, it's a rare occasion when I decide not to wear "bum clothes"

30. What kept you sane?
I think I'd have to say Domenic

31. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Johnny Depp

32. What political issue stirred you the most?
the stupid war with Iraq

33. Who did you miss?
Grandpa, my mom, my sister, my team, and my group of friends from Brighton

34. Who was the best new person you met?
Nicole, Heather, Rachel, and Bre

35. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2003:
that letting all the stupid little shit get to you is such an incredible waste of time.

36. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
"At least I'm breathing
At least I'm alive
As long as I'm dreaming,
Everything's gonna be alright"

darcy979 @ 2003-12-15T10:31:00

2003-12-15T15:52:23Z

My last Saturday night here before break was so much fun! The 6 of us all spent the night at Rachel's house and partied with some of her friends from home. Her mom made us this amazing steak dinner with a cake for dessert. It was kind of an early birthday party for Heath and Cole because their birthdays are both during break. I'm really going to miss everyone here. During the first couple weeks of the semester, if someone had asked me if I would miss being here, I would have said definitely not. I absolutely love going to school here now. On the other hand, I'm ready to go home for a while. The week I had at Thanksgiving just didn't seem like enough to do all the things I wanted to. I get to see Domenic and my track girls, and have some quality time with my sister. She and I have always been really close, but since I went away to school, we've become even closer. Wow, this whole thing is really random. Back to bed for a while before I have to study my life away for the rest of my finals. I'll be home Thursday!

darcy979 @ 2003-11-16T22:47:00

2003-11-18T04:12:43Z

It's been a long time since I had a "real entry", so I think I'll use this as an excuse to further procrastinate on all the studying and the paper I should be working on.

I'm pretty happy here at Fredonia. I have some really great friends, most of them are actually from around the same area, so it will be easy to get together over breaks and stuff. My roommate Mary is a great girl. She went to School of the Arts and lives literally two minutes from me. Funny that I never met her before we came to school. Nicole is also from Rochester (she lives over in Penfield). She's such a sweet girl and we have so much in common. Her boyfriend Ryan is also really great. He's kinda like the male version of my roommate. When he's here, he and my roommate are so funny, you almost pee your pants just being in the same room as them. Heather is Nicole's roommate and is from Long Island. She's so much fun. We have a lot of laughs because of her accent and her sense of humor. Bre lives across the hall from me and she's from Ithaca. She's my party buddy - we always go out together. She's the kind of person that you can go and talk to about absolutely anything, and she'll actually listen and give you her honest opinion. I love that about her. Rachel lives across the hall from Nicole and Heather. She's from Hamburg outside of Buffalo. We call her Toddler because she walks really slow and has such a cute sense of humor. She's got some crazy friends, but we all love her. Dana is from Niagra falls. She looks exactly like a barbie to me, but she's the nicest and funniest barbie I've ever met.

I can't wait to go home for Thanksgiving Break this weekend. I'm surprised how much closer I've become with my family since I've been gone, and how much I miss them. It's been a long time since I've seen my whole family, and I'm really excited. Everyone always gets together at my aunt's house for a huge Thanksgiving dinner. I miss all my friends from home too. It's a little disappointing when I realize that I really haven't kept in touch with as many people as I had hoped. I guess that's what happens though, when everyone gets so spread out. I miss my track girls too. And Domenic, I miss Domenic. It's hard when he's so far away. Well, I suppose I should go finish that paper. 4 days til I'm home!

darcy979 @ 2003-11-12T12:07:00

2003-11-13T17:12:40Z

Sometimes I really hate it here. Right now everyone is really miserable. So many people have talked about dropping out or transferring already. It's so windy I feel like every time I walk outside I'm going to get blown away and I have the worst cold of my life. I just want to crawl under my covers and never come out.

darcy979 @ 2003-10-28T15:49:00

2003-10-29T21:01:38Z

I miss my track girls

darcy979 @ 2003-09-23T18:02:00

2003-09-24T22:06:42Z

Why? Just tell me why...

darcy979 @ 2003-09-14T23:23:00

2003-09-16T03:35:09Z

Firsts
First best friend: Evie Munson
First real memory of something: The day my sister was born.
First date: hmm...
First real kiss: Greg
First break-up: Steve
First job: Wegmans!!!!
First screen name: PrincessBelle85
First self purchased album: I think it was the 1997 Grammy cd
First funeral: Greg's
First pets: my dog Lucy
First piercing/tattoo: I'm a dork and don't have any
First credit card: my debit card
First true love: True love? Domenic
First enemy: I'd like to think I don't have any
First big trip: Belize freshman year of high school
First play/musical/performance: I think it was when my mom took me to see Cats
First musician you remember hearing in your house: Billy Joel and Rolling Stones

Lasts
Last cigarette: I tried it last week and HATED it
Last big car ride: My cousin's wedding in Iowa
Last big bus ride: I think North Carolina in summer of 2002
Last kiss: about a month ago before Dom left
Last good cry: a few minutes ago
Last library book checked out: I don't even remember
Last movie seen: Dahmer...one of the most disturbing movies I've ever seen.
Last beverage drank: water
Last food consumed: Nicole's gummies
Last crush: Dom
Last phone call: my mommy
Last tv show watched: Family Guy down the hall
Last time showered: Today after I got soaked in the freezing rain.
Last shoes worn: Black flip flops
Last cd played: Keep It Together - Guster
Last item bought: cold medicine
Last annoyance: the kleenex all over everywhere because of this freaking cold!
Last disappointment: Not getting to talk to Dom today.
Last soda drank: Pepsi...this school doesn't have Coke, stupid small towns.
last ice cream eaten: hmm, I think when I went to visit a friend off campus
last time wanting to die: right now because I can't stop coughing!
last shirt worn: my gray Fredonia sweatshirt
last website visited: ww1.fredonia.edu (my email)

darcy979 @ 2003-08-18T15:48:00

2003-08-18T19:51:10Z

There's a void now where there wasn't one before, and it hurts...

darcy979 @ 2003-08-17T02:59:00

2003-08-17T07:04:09Z

I can't fall asleep because I know that when I wake up, the last day will be here. It feels like it's only been a week since you came home and now you're leaving again. What will I do with you so far away?

darcy979 @ 2003-08-05T17:20:00

2003-08-05T21:26:00Z

Finally! I got my roommate stuff from school. It's about time!

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